Rambling on...

So not much has gone on lately. I'm still enjoying my maternity leave in Madeira - Portugal and soaking up a bit of sunshine. Afonso is still addicted to TV but dare I say, it may be dying down now. Alice is still waking 3, 4 or more times a night and I still feel like a zombie! People dream of winning the lottery, travelling the world or driving expensive cars and I dream of having an uninterrupted 8 hour sleep. Shows how glamorous motherhood is.

I read on Facebook that someone started a petition to ban ear piercing on children because is cruel and causes sever pain. I only have one thing to say to these people.... Get a life! There are many far worse things in the world to worry about and ear piercings are not one of them. Who ever thinks that ear piercing causes sever pain has probably not experienced child birth!

Alice in going to be 8 months this week so I've started trying to give her lumpy purees. They've gone down like a led balloon. She spits it all out and gets really angry with me. Guess I have to keep at it everyday but it's not going so well. I thought she would take to it well because she loves easting normal that isn't pureed like biscuits, fruit, pasta, etc. Today I made some blueberry pancakes and she ate them up like a pro. She is so confusing sometimes!

In other exciting news, I read that the new childcare scheme will be coming into place later this year. I must say I'm very excited about this. I work full time and have had my son in nursery full time and have paid just over £1000 a month for his care. Now with a second child and my first not starting school until next year, paying for 2 would make it almost not worth going back to work. This scheme pays 20% of the amount of childcare up to £2000 per child per year. I wish there was no limit because £2000 is only a drop in the ocean compared to what we pay but it will be a huge help.

I think about work everyday. I have my company phone with me all the time and I constantly check my emails. I even had a dream about work last night. Not sure why I do it. I don't even know if I miss work. I guess I must do if I'm even dreaming about it. But I do love my babies and it will be very hard leaving them after all this time we're spending together, not to mention the guilt.... Oh the guilt! But hey... C'est la vie...